Today

I am still in a bit of a funk. Redecorating the house has perked me up a little but I feel like my soul is still searching for something and I don't know what it is. Am I searching for inspirational words? A connection? Am I needing to be more creative? Do I just need more sleep? Am I in a transitional period that is making me feel a little lost (I don't feel lost on the outside)? Or am I just waiting for something big to happen because I like big things (like having a baby, throwing a party, etc.)? I don't know what it is, but it's been lurking inside of me for a few weeks now and I am definitely feeling it today.

(I find it ironic that I couldn't find any kind of bible verse to go with my "soul searching" mood)