Day 181 - Lost

I wrote this really special blog post last night and this morning I went to see it and it disappeared. It's gone. I spent so much time editing and changing each word to make it perfect and it's as if it never existed. I have no way to get it all back. I feel like I lost a little bit of my heart because it was such an important message to me. How can it just be gone?

Sometimes, okay often, life just isn't fair but we have to pick ourselves up and try all over again. Hopefully I can write something just as meaningful tonight. Hopefully I can keep those words in my heart forever.

For those wanting a quick update, nothing new has happened. We are about to enter July and almost 7 months of no job. As usual Mark is working hard for prospective jobs and interviewing so we are continuing to keep our fingers crossed and praying for some relief.